I am totally depleted right now. I just opened an email sent to me from the Ontario Government. ODSP. Not only have they stopped my ODSP,... but now they want it all back! My accident was in February. So they want all my money that I received since then BACK! Thats thousands of dollars. THOUSANDS.

Getting hit by this car has ruined me. I honestly wish she had done a better job and just killed me right there and then because I just can't take this anymore. I feel like I am being kicked while I am down. Over and over and over,.... kicked,... kicked,... kicked,...

I can't pay them back. They know this. They don't care. I'm just a name and number on their computer screen,... they don't care if I end up homeless under a bridge. As long as they did their fucking job!!!! But now all my benefits stop until this "debt" gets paid. All of them!!!!

I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY ~ but everyone and his brother wants money out of me. I don't have your fucking money. I am already looking at homelessness.

But if you think I will just accept this? No way,... I would rather be DEAD on the bottom of the gorge. I don't even think I can wait to find fentanyl now. I think it's time to just find that courage and jump into the gorge. A few seconds of terror but it will soon all be over,....

Again people ~ If there is anyone out there who cares about me,... at all,...I need help. I am DESPERATE NOW,... I need a home. But I don't have money to pay rent,... so this will never happen. I NEED SAVING! Where is everyone? Help me! I am in trouble and I need saving,.... PLEASE someone come and save me. I don't know what happened to our society when they think it's ok to ask thousands of dollars off of someone who is already barely eating,.... Doreen? John? Michelle? Hayley? anyone?

FUCK YOU WORLD,... you want me I'll be at the bottom of the fucking gorge,..... How much do you think a person can take????????????