Thursday, April 22, 2021

I feel like I've been to hell and back

I can't write this on my other blog,...

I finally got through to legal aid. I am fucked. My ex IS going to win and my spousal support payments ARE going to end.

I do not want to be here anymore.

I am finished with this life. I've been struggling for over 20 years and nothing has changed. In fact,  now it is going to get WORSE!!

I want to end it. I don't know how but I want to end it. 

I no longer want to be alive. I refuse to beg just to exist.