I have never felt more invisable and unworthy in my life

 

I am sitting here in two layers of clothes,... a thick fluffy housecoat,...a winter hat,... slippers with wool socks and I am still cold,....

FUCK THIS SHIT

I didn't get my MAiDs application as the woman had the wrong address. She phoned me this morning. I didn't like her. She just blamed me for the mistake. Then she went on about we didn't have your phone number. You MUST leave your phone number! Obviously I thought I had but must not have. But here I am trying to access DYING! And she is repromanding me for asking for the application wrong,...

I give up

So as this poster says,...... If noone is coming to save me,... then it means noone is coming to stop me,.... and what I do from here on in is a necissity after being invisable to this country.

I got fed up of waiting to be seen and heard 

Now I just do it and they can all go to hell