Something is going on. Everyone knows it but noone seems to know what. But everyone realizes that we are all in trouble. I watch YouTube every morning while I drink my coffee. For the past few months everything is doomsday.
Just this morning I have been hit with video after video of the world ending,...
"Nobody Realizes What El Nino is About To do to our Planet"
"November 17th: Will the internet really go dark?"
"Fake Food taking over Canada"
"Microsoft out world-wide"
"WW3?"
"New COVID variant spreads across 8 countries"
"People are fed up of high grocery bills and can no longer cope"
There is nothing but people knowing something is happening but confused as to what it is. I can see with my own eyes the deterioration of our society. I have been watching it for some time. But just in the past month or two a new set of videos have been dropping. "Survival videos for when the 'blackout' happens". Not just a few,... YouTube is saturated with them. Prepping videos,... how to survive when the grid goes down. There is a whole general feeling of dystopian times are coming - and much faster than we realize.
I barely made it through Covid. Poor people do not have the money or means to stockpile for a blackout. I don't even have enough to eat normally. I survive on cereal, hamburgers and chocolate bars. I don't have money to go out and stockpile,... so whatever is coming, I am unable to prepare.
And all this doom and gloom talk has seriously effected my mental health. I am already on my knees surviving. I don't have the energy to have to fight for my existence.
I have no idea what is coming ~ but I refuse to suffer through it. I am already suicidal. I am already not coping,... not surviving,...
How am I suppose to live a life when I have nothing and live in fear?
I think it is seriously time,.... I don't want to know whats coming.
I think it's time I just give in
Life is not going to get better for me - infact it looks like it's going to get immpossible to survive.
I made a plan and the plan has been put into motion,....
I feel invisable and thrown away and now left to survive a life that is unsurvivable,...
It is time
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