It's Saturday. My favourite day of the week. It is game day! But the first game doesn't start until noon so I have some time to kill. So I am sat here with my coffee quietly watching YouTube. I actually woke up in a better mood today. I know that writing is theraputic to me so I knew that writing last night about all the gazebo crap would allow me to release it and move on. I don't know why but I have a hard time letting things go. But being a writer a therapist years ago encouraged me to write. Which I did. And I found it to be very helpful. You can purge all your thoughts without anyone judging. (or atleast I could until Darren and Tonya found this blog ~ but I still write honestly regardless of those two gossips) So when I am upset about something I will write about it. Just putting it down on paper allows me to process it. By the time I am finished writing about it I feel better. It's my way of letting things go. So last night I needed that good ol rant about the gazebo. It got it all off of my chest and I was able to go to bed and sleep peacefully. But I have decided not to go out to the gazebo anymore until this drunk guy disappears off the property for good. He's just a bad seed that we don't need hanging around. Poor Melissa. She is so 'compromised and vulnerable' that she can't see what he is really like. WE all do,... but it's none of out business. Melissa is a serial dater and has dated multiple men in our builiding and two of them are gazebo dwellers. So it's HER causing all this upset with her string of boyfrineds she brings home. I just tired of it all,... I would rather be alone in my apartment than be in the middle of all that. It's been a hard lesson in life but i am learning. JUST WALK AWAY,.... cut them out and walk away,... no drama.
So that is why I sit here this morning feeling calm. I have my coffee and I am watching my favourite couple on their catamaran journey around the world. Today we are in Australia seeing Yvettes childhood home. I love this couple. One Canadian and one from Australia. They are so calm and happy. Always smiling,... always grateful for their opportunity to travel. I find watching them calming. Almost medatative. I feel like I am travelling with them vicariously. That may sound sad to most people that my vacations are virtual and my friend is a blog. but it's all I have and I make it work.
I am determined that today is going to be a GOOD DAY!
Roll on Manchester United!
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