I think things are at the end now. I got an email from my lawyers legal clerk and I did not like what they wrote. Basically they are blaming me for the stall. It said we tried physio - YOU didn't want to. Ummmm again ~ they are NOT understanding fibro. I CVAN'T do physio.  But they wrote you won't,... So they think,... that is just me saying no to be difficult.

I layed into her for my lawyer saying it was alright to spend that money and now I owe over $4000. She is like ohhh,... i don't know why ODSP would do that?! fuck,... they have no idea what ODSP is,... or how hard it was to get,... or how fucked I am without it. They just don't know about ODSP at all and that fucked me up so bad I lost it altogether. I am so fucking ANGRY!  You know what,... I am so angry right now I can't even write.

I am just at the end. My lawyer is not going to be a help. All he has done for me so far is made me lose my income. And the office is so blase about it they don't realize how devastating losing it is. They are clueless about ODSP and Fibromyalgia. They are NOT helping. So far they have RUINED me to the point I feel I WILL be homeless by the new year. But they wouldn't even call me back for over 2 weeks to discuss it. And now the ODSP forms deadline has passed and I missed it so I lose ODSP FOREVER ~ NEVER able to get it back as I have no doctor.

THEY FUCKED ME and they don't even care. just ,... Oh,... why would ODSP do that?

Fuck I'm done.

I'm so fucking done

This isn't a life,... it's fucking torture and I'm done being abused.

Fuck off world - I'm oughta here

So my life is fucking over

Goodbye