Timne to say good-bye

I am sitting here trying to will myself to end my life before midnight. I do not want to see ~ let alone have to struggle through ~ yet another year.

So while the rest of the world counts down the minutes to midnight for a celebration,... I sit here,... TERRIFIED,... because I know what I must do. And time is counting down.

I cant let this pain go on any longer,....

It has to be done before midnight 

Please God,... PLEASE give me the courage to finally hang myself and end this miserable horrible life. The rope is hanging there,... I jsut need the courage!!!

PLEASE finally give me the courage to end my life

tonight

before midnight,...

so I never have to face another year ever again,...