Monday, December 23, 2024

All I wanted was one thing,... just one thing,....

 It's happened again. My Amazon order of $113 STOLEN. I just can't believe the mentality of people who live in this building. I was given some money by my cousin this Christmas for groceries. With what I had left over I made an Amazon order. All of it was boring stuff. Just things I needed for around the apartment. Toiletries, etc,... EXCEPT,.... one thing. MY Christmas.

I am not even celebrating again this year. Christmas day to me will be just another Wednesday,... No decorations,... no gifts,... no turkey dinner roasting in the oven. Just me ~ alone ~ like any other day. So in this Amazon order I made, I decided to treat myself to one Christmas gift.


It wasn't expensive - just $24.99. I can manage that. So I ordered it. I thought I would have one thing that I could look forward to for Chirstmas. My book on Messi. So all day i have been waiting for this order. Following tracking as there is a snow storm and I knew it would be later than normal. So when I see that it is 'one stop away from your delivery' I get ready. I get the apartment lobby phone so when he gets to the lobby I can answer that phone as he dials my aparatment. But no buzz came. (?) I was literally standing out in the hall looking out the window and saw his car (not truck) pull up, him get out, go into the building (where I could no longer see him) and then under a minute later I see him come out and get in his car and drive away. Still no buzz up. So I go on my Amazon account and sure enough the driver has changed it to "DELIVERED". I read his instructions. "Handed it to the customer". I have not received anything. So now the red tape starts. I have to call Amazon and get to the bottom of what happened. They contact the driver and he says "I handed it to a yonng man who said he was on his way up to see that customer and would be happy to take it up for me"   You have got to be kidding me. So the driver handed my $113 order over to what sounds like someone who smiled and stole it. And THIS is what I mean by the mentality of the people who live in this building. It's CHRISTMAS and that was my one and only thing I was doing for it. And now - I don't have it. YOU COULDN'T EVEN LET ME HAVE A BOOK? I dont have Christmas,... I dont have my family,... I dont have anything,... except I wanted that one book.

I think I am cursed. Nothing ever seems to go right for me.
To the "MAN" in the lobby who smiled and stole that large box - I hope you have a Merry Fucking Christmas,...
As for me,... I'm fucking done. This is just fate that I am a loser that apparently doesn't even deserve to have one tiny thing on Christmas.

Becasue it was stolen by osmeone who is going to open it and see nothing useful to them so they will probobly just dump it.

Merry Fucking Christmas to me!!!!!!!

I'm done. this is fate that it is just time to give up and disappear,...



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