Waiting for the fallout

This is just a rant (and evidence) so you don't have to read,... I just need to get this off my chest. 

The mail strike has ended and I was expecting a few things that were back-logged so tonight I went down to the lobby to see if it had arrived. I was walking down the hall and infront of Tonyas apartment her cat was lying in the middle of the floor. No big deal. I love cats. I just steered my walker around it and went to stand infront of the elevator which is directly infront of Tonyas door. Her door was wide open and she was sitting right there in the hall with her phone. When I was standing there waiting for the elevator I glanced in her direction and saw she had her phone focused on me so she was probobly video taping. I don't care. Tape away. I'm not doing anything. But I lifted up my phone and pointed it at her face to show I could see she was taping and so I mimicked her. As I got on the elevator I said outloud "and who are you calling a welfare whore?" which she definitely heard. I wanted her to know I had heard her rude comment she made the other night.

When I got to the lobby Darren was there waiting for a ride. I didn't say a thing - retrieved my mail and left. Why do I keep running into these people? I am only out of my unit about 5 minutes total a day!!!

Back up in the elevator I had my video going in preperation for what I might find when the elevator doors open. In the hall was her cat in the middle of the hall still,... another neighbour standing right infront of her door talking to her. There wasnt' a lot of room for me to get my walker by but NOONE MOVED. I didn't say excuse me and they didn't offer to move. So I just steered around them going in and out of people and cats. I didn't say a word and kept walking.

The reason I am writing this out is because I know it's not over. When she sees me,... it's like a lightbulb goes off and she says "Oh yeah,.. I haven't lied about her in awhile. Here she is. What can I say she did?" (which is exactly why I video tape every move I make outside my apartment). She will be complaining to housing I said something or did something and housing doesn't check. If they did ~ I would show them all the video but they don't want to see that. They just accept what she says is true and then they send out a nasty letter telling me to stop.  So it will be interesting to see what she tells them I have done. It's all on video though. NOTHING. Nothing happened. Nothing was done. The only thing I said was "Who are you calling a welfare whore" which is not against the law or any rules. But she will embellish this and have it so I verbally attacked her. So this uneventful run-in is over in my mind. But I am expecting a letter from housing once again telling me to stop whatever it is she is going to blame me for. KAREN! KAREN! KAREN! 

I have it all on video Tonya so don't even bother anymore. Just pretend I don't exist ~ and leave me alone ~ and we will both be happy.

But this is why I hate it here and why I have choosen to literally hibernate away from the rest of the world. Because when I DO go out there. Tonya happens,....

Now,... I will be restless for a few days waiting. Too many times police or someone show up after a fairy tale she has told. So now,.. after every time I see her. I can't relax for a few days. I don't know what is coming. And even if nothing does,... past experience has shown it has many times before so i don't know it won't again so i can't rest. I'm always walking on egg shells here waiting for an accusation from Tonya. It's not a nice existence. So,... maybe we should all take bets. What will she say I did this time???????

I am just so sick of living in a what feels like a pre-teens dormatory!

Anyway,... had to get that off my chest so that if an accusation does surface - I have the video to prove she is lying.