Why did I trust this lawyer?

 So,... as I wrote about yesterday I went nuclear on my lawyer. I mean I was angry and yelled and hung up on him. Guess what I got back?

Hi Jacquie,

 

I am just confirming that you spoke with (my lawyers name) today. As always, we are here to help. If you change your mind with getting PSW, psych or physio please let me know.

So,... they are pretending I am not upset,... they are pretending everything is ok,... they are pretending they can still help,.... It is like they didn't hear a damn word I said,.... so I wrote them THIS:

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I find those words upsetting. "If you change your mind with getting PSW, psych, or physio please let us know,..."

So you are obviously not listening to what I have said. I will NEVER be using your physio or psych and you know exactly why. Yet still you say things that make it sound like I am just being difficult and I am refusing help. If that makes you feel better than you go ahead and believe that. but the truth is they are not what I need. I am not going ot explain for another time why. I have told you why. One called the police so I can never trust her and the other does not know fibromyalgia.

So if you say one more time,.... "If you change your mind and want these,..." I will be angry. Because it proves your not listening to me. I was DISSATISFIED with them and will never use them.

Obvious you only have one set of help. And if I can't use them,... then you have noone else in your arrtillery, You use these people in this company ONLY. YOU HAVE NOONE ELSE to offer me BUT these people form this same company. Right?

So you obviously can't help me. So I am reaching out to find someone who can. 

By the way,... I would like the name or address/email of who I can send a complaint to about your office.

Thank you

Jacquie

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Obviously I am INVISABLE to this firm. This lawyer told me it was ok to accept the insurance payments when it wasn't,... this has caused a dominoe effect that will have me knocked out of the income bracket to get all my benefits. MY LAWYER DOESN'T SEEM TO SEE THE DAMAGE THAT HE HAS DONE. I am just a name to him and one day the case will be closed and he will have done nothing but fuck up my ODSP. He gets to walk away and I'm left homeless. And he is so arragant he refuses to admit he has given me wrong advice and still doens't understand the problem. This lawyer is obviosuly a RICH man and doens't understand or even EMPATHIZE with the poor. He didn't even know what ODSP was. He's too rich,....

So I am still fuming,.... I am still wanting to just end my life and get it over with. My taxes alone are going to be nightmare to do and I will have to hire someone who will cost money I don't have.

My life is a complete MESS

And the only escape is SUICIDE