Plans are going nicely. But there is one thing I will have to do that I am not looking forward to. And that is I will have to put my Maggie down. She obviously can't come with me. And I'm not coming back. She is too old and too unsociable to be rehomed. She has to be put down. So I have looked into companies that do this and there is actually one that can come right to my apartment and then 'take care of her'. I will have her cremated and keep her remains with me as I travel to BC.
How much easier life would be for me if I had the choice to be put down humanely. For a couple of hundred dollars, Imy Maggie will fall asleep peacefully and nver wake up. She will feel no pain,... she will be peaceful. I am so relieved I can give her a painless death.
This world is so fucked. That for a fee I can treat my pet with humanity. But I myself have to travel to BC and find fentanyl on the street. I will die in an alleyway,... alone,... shooting up a fatal hot shot of fentanyl. How long will I lie there dead? I will keep ID on me so I can be identified but with no next of kin,... what will they do with my body? I don't actually care. Just as long as I am finally at peace I dont care what they do with my body. I will be just like my Grandma Ida Holyoak,... I will be buried in some pauper grave of unknowns,...
But atleast my precious Maggie will have a painless death. I will make sure of that.
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