When my name came up for Ontario Housing I was ecstatic. A single persons wage doesn't seem to cut it anymore and I needed help. But if I had known then, what I know now, I would never have accepted housing and I would have just jumped into the gorge right there and then. It would saved me a lot of time and pain that I have suffered throughout these walls over the past 8 years. I had never been poor before and I had no idea the total different lifestyle and the NASTY people who live here would end up destroying me.
I was not equipped for the world of Tonya Halls and her nasty gossip. I had never encountered such hatred. And I certainly wasn't prepared for it. The day I moved in,... Tonyas friend Jean pulled me aside and WARNED ME about Tonya. And they were suppose to be friends. But I foolishly ignored that warning and allowed TONYA into my life.
BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER MADE and I am STILL PAYING FOR IT.
Tonya has me right where she wants me. This woman is an EXPERT at this behaviour. She knows what she is doing and she does it WELL. Whereas I didn't even know I was a target for the first few years. The gossip went on behind my back while she smiled to my face. PRETENDING to be a friend. Trying to break me and Kirk up with her lies,... I mean this woman was a relentless harrasser. We all know Kirk was a cheat. But Tonya used that to play games. "Oh,... I just drove by the gas station and Kirk is with Tammy,..." and I would facetime Kirk and he was digging a ditch in Guelph at his job. Deliberate LIES to cause drama. This was the first awareness of her harrassment. The last time she tried to pull that lie, we were walking down the hall and she tried to tell me Kirk was seeing five women at the same time. But this particular time she couldn't hide a smirk. What a cunt. Just and out and out shit disturber.
I am not use to this,... I don't know how to defend myself from this,... I don't know how to PROTECT MYSELF form this,.... I am so out of my element and I feel like I am drowning.
I have never in my life met someone who is so interested in others lives. Nosiest cow I have ever had the misfortune to have to deal with, but I DO have to deal,... but I am drowning. She is an expert at being a gossipy cow. I want nothing to do with this childish game but she won't stop!!!!!!!
She is enjoying every minute of my pain. She is reading this blog DAILY to get information to use against me. I have shut it up tight but she STILL comes at me. HOW? I feel like she has a camera or something in my unit. She seems to be everywhere and know everything!!!! Where is she getting information?????? And more to the point,... WHY???? Why?
She knows I am at my worst.
She knows I am suicidal.
She knows I can't take anymore.
And yet instead of giving up and giving me a break,.... she goes for the jugular and USES MY OWN BLOG to get me evicted. WHO is so nasty and mean and does this??? and WHY??? I really don't get it. What does she get out of being a nasty bitch???
But the thing I don't get the most is how she has Housing eating right out of the palm of her hand. She is the teachers pet. And everything she says they take as the truth and I GET SHIT ON.
It's a witchhunt. But I dont' know how to escape. ONE MORE COMPLAINT and I am evicted. I am not smoking in my unit but that doesn't seem to matter to housing. To housing if TONYA HALLS said so,... then it has to be true.
And I get evicted. These are games I have never run into before in my life and I have no idea how to "play" this nasty game. I am losing,... she knows this.
Well for her to read that someone is SUICIDAL and then go ahead and use their blog to evict them anyway????? Your a lowlife cunt TONYA HALLS - your a lowlife CUNT.
And I'm not hanging around to take your abuse and your fat fucking nose anymore. I am ending my life. Your not worth the "GAME". I don't want to play,... but the only way to stop playing YOUR GAME was to die. And you still think you haven't done anything wrong.
Heres a thought Tonya Halls ~ just becasue you can tattle,... doesn't mean you should. Just let it go adn move on. Interfering and tattling on someone just shows you up for the little girl that you are.
You must have been a fucking nightmare to grow up with. Your poor siblings,.... tattle tattle tattle
Well you won Tonya,... I am doing nothing now but planning my death. My escape out of this building and away from you. I have nowhere to go. I am down and out. But still you wouldn't leave me alone. You bullied me to my death and you still think your the good person,... I hope you can sleep at night Tonya Halls,... becasue my death is directly becasue of you and feeling trapped on your fucking playground.
I was living waiting for eviction every single day becasue of you.
I hope you can sleep at night.
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