I feel I'm the target of a witch hunt.

I love waking up the day after I get my monthly groceries. Because in my world, the food doesn't last the whole month. Or at least the good food. The treats. Orange juice,... fruit,... by the end of the second or third week of the month these things are gone. So the remainder of the month is quite lean. So when I do my monthly shop and I wake up and see orange juice in the fridge, I smile. The little things in life. So this morning I am sat here doing what I do every morning in my life now and that is watch Youtube. This is where I wake up and catch up on the news of the world. My world is very isolating and I just like to make sure I still know what is going on outside of these four walls of mine. And this morning I get to do it with orange juice. 

I am still upset over the eviction threat. I am sat here feeling like a target. Is it coming? Am I being evicted? It's a horrible way to live. I am even contemplating buying a home cam to place on the INSIDE of my unit and have it running 24/7. This way if Tonya makes anymore FALSE accusations of me smoking in my unit ~ she will have to have an exact date and time and then I could PROVE to houisng I am not smoking. I find this very intrusive and unfair that I am having to do all this just to protect myself from homelessness. It seems excessive. But I honestly feel like I am in a witch hunt. And I am thisclose to becoming homeless becasue of it. I don't have family and friends to stick up for me. SHE has her gaggle of geese here in the buildling who all delight in her gossip and play along. I don't stand a chance. HOW DO YOU POTECT YOURSELF AGAINST A LIAR? I think the best part of this plan is it will finally catch her out for the LIAR that she is. If she makes another complaint then it proves she is deliberatly using lies to get me evicted. She won't know I have the new home cam and will be able to prove her wrong. But I am very angry and resentful that I am having to fight off this woman when all I want is to be left alone to live my life in peace. Housing uses my blog to try and evict me,... so why won't they read my blog and see Tonya has a witch hunt after me??? They conveniently don't read ANY thing other than what Tonya has sent them. If they took the time to actually READ this blog ~ would they see it? Would they finally see it's all been a witch hunt? 

I'm just so tired of the drama,.... 

So I sit here this morning feeling like I have a guillatine over my head. It's not a nice feeling at all having no security about your housing. 

And lets get real,... they really think it is right to make a person homeless becasue they vaped in their apartment. My vaping is my PAIN RELIEF. I don't have a doctor so I don't have pain relief. So I vape THC for relief. It is steam not smoke and it hurts noone. There are no lighters involved so it's not a fire hazard like smoking is. I literally vape once every hour for pain relief. Its one of the only things I have left in my life and now SHES taken that away from me too. I really do feel like this world has been chipping away at me for the past five years. Slowly taking everything I enjoyed away. And now I am going to be homeless for VAPING. 

I need to move. I need my night in shining armour to come and lift me up and throw me on the back of his horse,... I need him to take me away from this playground. But the playground is not just any playground. It's squid games. The consequence for losing in this game is HOMELESSNESS. This game is too dangerous for me to play and I need out. And I'm feel really let down by housing for allowing this to be my reality. They put their strict rules and regulations before humanity. SHAME on them

My biggest wish in this life right now is finding a stable place to live where NOONE can tell me what I can or cannot do in my own home. I want a place where the threat of eviction isn't hanging over my head DAILY. I want a place where I am not waiting for the ax to fall,... I want peace. Thats all I want is a quiet place to live out the remainder of my sad and poor life. But that woman can't leave me alone and I will never find peace,.....

Please can someone help me get out of this witch hunt!!!!!