Getting the fuck out of Ontario

Ontario used to be the place I was proud to live in. But today,.. I am anything BUT proud. Igrew up in Bramalea. A town so small it later amalgamated into another neighbouring town changing it's name to Brampton. Once a small community mainly of British immigrants. My parents, who adopted me when I was 16 months old, were stable and kind and loving which gave me the best childhood I could ever have hoped for. We were middle class. My father ~ a radar designer from England was an intelligent man. So smart. I think his intelligence gave him a dry wit that sometimes left me wondering if he was serious or joking. He was a proud man. And I loved him. In the end, he was the only man that loved me unconditionally and made me feel so safe and wanted. My mother - born in Winnipeg Canada to Dutch immigrants was just as loving. So I have NO COMPLAINTS about my childhood. Growing up in the sixties and seventies was so much more,... simple. I just remember fun and love. Ideal. I think these were the last of the peaceful and simple years the world will see. Because things are so much different now.

Back then, Ontario had a good system. There were programs that helped the needy. Noone seemed to get left behind back then. But now,... I feel all of society has changed. 

Now are programs that our past generations put in place are being broken due to the over use of needing them. Doug Ford and his government has actually dismantled some of these programs and not replaced them. And I have watched over the past 30 years Ontario lose the things we needed so badly. Eye care. I used to work for an Optometrist in the late '80's and back then - OHIP covered the cost of an appointment. That program ended,... then other health care programs ended,... and now we are facing a two tier health care system that leaves the poor (ME) behind. We also have a DESPERATE shortage of doctors. All of these things have accumulated to a very miserable existence if your poor. If you live in Ontario and your middle class or above? This place is great to live. But if your disabled or poor,... you WILL suffer. And I am one of the ones suffering.

So I have had enough of Ontario Canada. I am MOVING. I am buying a one-way plane ticket to British Columbia. I am following my parents footsteps. They both fled Ontario to BC and later died there. So it only makes sense I do the same.

I am getting the fuck out of Ontario Canada as it is starving me and leaving me miserable. I am invisable in Ontario under Doug Fords government. I can't seem to change the poverty no matter how loud I shout,... so I give up. I am leaving,... and I am NOT coming back.

Anyone who follows this blog knows why I am going to BC. Life is too hard a struggle now. And I am too old and tired and disabled to do it on my own anymore. So I give up,...

Plans have been made,... money is being saved (at least some good came of those accident insurance payments) and By June 1st I will be the hell out of Ontario. And you know my plans after that.

I say goodbye to my parents,... I have a little vacation,... and then a hot shot of fentanyl and I get the hell out of poverty.

Ontario, Canada has really gone downhill. You won't see it if your middle class or rich. But if your poor,... my hats off to you as you probobly wont' survive unscathed.

I wish Doug Ford would read this blog. But Doug Ford is so preoccupied with wasting our money on highways and spas for the rich he doesn't even acknowledge the poor. He still believes we are sitting at home wasting money on us as we watch the Flintstones. Fuck you Doug,... I am not living in your poverty anymore. Five years of it has literally seen me decline into a suicidal mess. And now,... I am fleeing from your absolute BLIND eyes. you will NEVER help the poor,.... never.

So roll on June 1st,... when I leave Ontario Canada behind me. Poverty and Ontario forcing me to live in legislated poverty won. I cna't take it anymore,... not one more year will I endure your poverty.

Roll on British Columbia and eventually PEACE. With one hot shot of Fentanyl. The sad part? Noone will even notice I am gone,.....