well atleast my cat gets health care,....

I called the humane society this morning. I explained my situation and they suggested a mobile vet service. That sounded perfect. They would come to Maggie ~ rather than me having to find transportation. I called one but they don't cover the Fergus area. (Fergus is a small town and sometimes services don't extend to us) So I called the only other one and left a message. I don't think they are open until Monday so this could be a long and hard wait.

I know it's not an emergency. But my heart goes out to this little cat I have had for nearly 18 years. If she is in pain,... it needs to end. I know because I feel pain every single day and it is beyond humane sometimes. I am hoping it is just arthritis or something that I can just get medication for, but I have to be realistic and know this could be the end for my Maggie.

So today I am not good at all. I myself am in severe pain today. The weather is very cold and frigid and I am feeling it. My hands just ache,... relentlessly ache,... ache,... ache,... ache,...

I wish I could just pay someone to see me,.... but I am not a pet. :(

I have put everything about my life on hold until I get my Maggie May O'Rilley sorted out. I odn't matter right now. SHE does.

I am so concerned. I have noone in my life. No family,... no friends,... noone ever visits. I am alone. Maggie is the only other soul I have in my life. If she is at her end,... then I am definitely at mine. I have been hanging around somewhat for her. I know she is too old to be rehomed so I have been hanging around. 

I know if something is wrong with Maggie,... there is no hope or joy or any semblance of a life left for me. 

I think both Maggie and I have come to the end of our lives. Atleast she will get a humane death. I will see to that. She deserves no less.

I,... on the other hand being a human being instead of an animal will be forced to struggle on in pain.

What kind of world do we live in where our pets get kind and compassionate care but humans are told to go away and fend for yourself until you can't anymore,... left on our own to rot

Sad

So now I wait for the phone call back to make an appointment to see if my Maggie May is in pain.

Somedays I long for just the littlest of joy in my life,.... but I can never seem to find any.

Please pray for my Maggie,.... I can't bear to live without her