So triggered,....

I am now traumatized by the police. Not becasue the POLICE did anything to me,... but becasue of the swatting from Tonya in the past. I want people to know what it is like to be triggered when your mentally ill. Since I moved into this vuilding 8 years ago, Tonya has called the police on me about four times (that I can remember) and each time was a complete surpirze to me as I hadn't done anything. So when you get cops banging on your door saying TONYA HALLS says you did this and TONYA HALLS said you did that,.... it's upsetting. Especially when you didn't do what she says you did. It's out and out LIES trying to cause trouble. And because of this, when the cops show up it's completely out of the blue and a complete surprize to me throwing me into a panic attack. 

This past week we had police come in lights and sirens twice. I was sitting watching tv when i heard sirens and looked out my window to see four police cars come racing up to my building with their lights and sirens on. BECAUSE of the past with TONYA I right away am triggered and start to shake. I mean go into a meltdown. Becasue I can't relax now unitl I know why they are here. DID TONYA HALLS CALL ON ME AGAIN? It's upsetting. The very next day the same thing,... four police cars come in lights and sirens. Again,... I immedicately start to shake. Are they here for me???? did Tonya Halls call them again on me????? It really does effect me mentally! BUT SHE KNOWS THIS AND THATS WHY SHE DOES IT!!!! 

RAGE BAIT! Theres even a name for it. people who know your vulnerable to situations. So they use that to poke you,... instigate,... and then when you lose it they flutter their little eye-lashes and cry VICTIM. It's a breed of folk I just can't stand,....

NOONE should have to live like this.

I hate this building and this is why,....

Social housing is whole different breed of people and although I have met a lot of lovely folk here,... it only takes a handful to ruin it for the rest of us. And you guys in this building know who you are,...

And TONYA ~ You are QUEEN of making lives miserable.  

Where did my life go? how did I fall into this hell?....