Cops and ambulance AGAIN!!!!

I should be so angry right now but instead I am eerily calm. Scarily calm. Because I have finally had ENOUGH! I was minding my own business - yet again - when I get a text from some guy named Brad talking about help I was requesting from my ER visit way back in the beginning of December. I had no idea who he was or what he was going on about. My memory is gone so I had no recollection at all of ever talking to him in the past. Anyway the conversaation was not going well as I didn't know who he was or what he wanted and why he was texting me out of the blue. I started getting upset and I could feel my blood pressure rising. I could feel my whole body going into an anxiety attack. I was confused. Who was this guy??? I finally told him I wsn't going to continue communicating with hime anymore as I was too upset and my blood pressure (which I had taken during this call as I was feeling it rise) was up to 206 over 113 which is too high. So I needed to calm down and that waht I told him. I cna't talk anymore I need to calm down to lower my blood pressure.

Go ahead and guess,.... yup,.... it isn't 20 minutes before an ambulance shows up - with lights on!!! By this time I'm angry. i don't want them here. I send them away only to have COPS show up 3 minutes later (meaning they were already here!) Some text from some guy I didn't even know had turned into cops again. I was furious. I was so angry I told them I was fine,... I was safe,... i wasn't going to hurt my self or anyone else so goodbye. and they left. And I am FUCKING DONE!

So now the wall is truly up. Cemented,... and roofed and NOONE is fucking coming in. I don't trust a soul anymore. NOT ONE SOUL! I am so fed up of cops,.... THIS is why I will Never ask for help ever again. It all started with that damn ER visit and it must have gone through the social network they have to end up having this Brad call me. I had no idea who he was or what he wanted and he was just upsetting me.

SO I AM FUCKING DONE!!! NONE si ever going to hear form me again,... I am gone