I have just realized,...
If I have to leave this motel room tomorrow as I only have one nights stay left,...
I will have to throw out most of my belongings. I have 5 boxes,... 2 large suitcases,... 1 carry on case,... a backpack and a purse as well as a basket full of toiletries. It is impossible for me to carry all of this on a walker.
So after selling and giving away almost everything I own before I came here ~ it looks like i am going to lose the rest due to homelessness.
Just another reason I refuse to be homeless
If that insurance money does not come in today (and it's not expected to) I am fucked and homeless.
WHY? Why is this happening to me?
I am so tired of the struggle and just want an end to it all.
Question is,... what does 'end' mean. In my life 'end' means fence
There is no way I can carry half of this on a walker and push it around all day. I will lose even these things now. Then I really will have nothing. How did this happen and so quickly?? I feel so worthless and unwanted right now
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