I have texted Hayley and she can't help (not won't - can't) as she isn't in a position to. I know she would like to,.. but her hands are tied. She hasn't got a credit card for me to use and she lives with her boyfriend and they already have a tenant so they really can't help.
But what I don't understand is,... Why isn't everyone saying "Let's just get her home and we'll figure it out when she gets here" Because right now I am just bleeding money on motels or just living on the street itself. This is NOT my home and I can't get resources here as I haven't even got my BC id yet.
I have been told to go back home and that is exactly what I am trying to do.
But I have been calling,... and texting,... and blogging,... but despite everyone knowing I am so desperate ~ noone can seem to help.
So I sit here in the hotel room. One one side of the coffee table is my laptop and phone. On the other side ~ fentanyl.
If noone calls,... texts,... or helps by the time it's time to check out??? I don't feel like I have a choice anymore. I am tired,... I am in pain,... I can't go homeless one more day.
I can't believe my life has come down to this. Less than a month ago I had everything. Now,... it's all gone and I have nothing. The rug pulled from under my feet. Everything gone.
I can't survive without help. I need someone to book a plane for me as they wont' allow me to book with a Visa/debit. I would e-transfer them the money asap.
I need ONE person to take pity on me and allow me to stay with them until I can figure things out.
But now I wonder,... will things ever get figured out? Even if I do come home?? I can't afford rent anywhere in Canada. I live on $851.51 a month.
There just doesn't seem to be ANY place on this planet that can accomodate me.
I have 2 hours to hope and pray for a miracle,.... so where is the help going to come from?? The left or the right? Becasue either way a decision is going to be made TODAY. I have had enough of this fucking shit show!
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