It is 2:30in the afternoon. I am in Duncan, BC. Homeless. I have been walking arojund for the past 4 hours. Aimlessly looking for a motel. I found two but they won't let me have a room becasue I don't have a credit card. The poor get discriminated against again,...
I am burnt to a crisp. In severe pain. I am pushing a walker with luggage which is hard,... hard,... work. I am exhausted and in severe pain but have no bed to rest in,...
Now I ma actively out looking for fentanyl. There are so many addicts around here I should have some by dinner
I am sorry,...
But I REFUSE to be 61 years old,... disabled and homeless ~ AGAIN!!! It just isn't right or humane and I am too old and tired to struggle homeless.
I will proboblyf be dead by tomorrow. At least I hope I will be.
Canada has let me down.
And I am so tired,.... and in so much pain,... and I just need to lay down.
Thank you all for reading my blog but this will be my last entry. There is no internet anywhere (I am at the community centre library right now) I have no food,... no money,... and no place to go,...
Fentanyl is the only answer now.
I am worthless to this world. Noone wants me. And there is no place for me on this planet.
Time to die and finally find peace.
Love you all,...
Goodbye
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