Once there I am hoping her and her boyfriend can pick me up from Toronto airport and drive me back to Wellington County where she lives (and I used to - in Fergus).
I can stay with a friend in Georgetown for a couple of days but then I have to leave. (he has a fiance - bit awkward there)
I have contacted Ontario Housing,... ODSP,.... OW,... (ontario works) so everyone "in the system" in Wellington County is aware of my situation.
I have contacted my lawyer who is bending over backwards trying to get that insurance money to me. It's the insurance company from the woman who hit me that is holding everything up. My lawyer knows my situation and is really trying to get me some cash asap. He has managed some but even that will take a day or two to deposit. But it will be enough to cover all expenses to get home. So I am grateful he has done this for me.
I am in pain and tired and scared. But I still want to live. The fentanyl is there ~ but I dont' want to use it. It is a last resort if I can't get home.
I am really feeling this NEED,... this calling,... to get the hell out of BC and back to Ontario where I at least have a support system. Hayley and a few of my angels will keep me motivated and healthy once home.
I just need to get home,....
You know,... Dianne has a lot to answer for. SHE should be covering all of my costs to get back to Ontario. But she still thinks "I" hurt her,... wow
If anyone knows of any accomodation in Wellington County,... PLEASE get in touch and let me know.
I really need all of this to be over. My anxiety is too high. My stress is out of control. I need peace,.... and I need it now.
My life blew up and I haven't even had a chance to grieve my cat,...
If you can help,... even with a place for one or two nights,... please reach out.
250-210-9614 or jrholyoak63@hotmail.com
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