This is homelessness. I have lost 14 lbs in two weeks.
I have to go to Church this morning. I had a shower. I found a dress rolled up in a ball in my suitcase so I have no choice but to wear that. I had to go borrow a safety pin as I have lost so much weight my boobs were hanging out of the over-sized dress. I have no shoes to wear with it so I will be wearing slides. I will probobly look every bit as homeless as I am.
I have not had a professional haircut in three YEARS. My nails on both my hands and feet are horrible. Everything about me now screams 'homeless'. I am going down hill ~ fast.
I woke up without any of the motivation I had yesterday. But I'm hoping once amoung people I will feel better. So right now I am sast here - skinnier than I should be - hoping for a miracle today.
Because without a miracle,.... I don't want to think of the alternative plan. I just want to stay positive and hope.
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