I don't think I am ever going to sleep again. There is NO postion left anymore that gives me relief. Every positon I try and sleep in is too painful.

I can't go on

I can't go on

I can't go on

This is fucking ridiculous that I am suffering 

I just need to take a scalpel and slit my throat and DIE

I CAN'T TAKE THIS FUCKING PAIN ANYMORE

I JUST NEED RELIEF AND TO GET RELIEF I NEED TO DIE

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TO DIE!