Can someone PLEASE tell me what to do. The pain is now so unbearable I can't think strait.

I go the walk-in clinic - band-aid care,...

I go to the ER after calling 911 - band-aid care,...

This pain needs to be looked at. Find out why it is there and then FIX IT! 

But it is painfully obvious to me that without a doctor 

I AM NEVER GETTING THE HELP I NEED

I WILL ALWAYS BE IN THIS SEVBERE PAIN I CANT HANDLE ANYMORE

So tell me society,.... 

what the fuck am I suppose to do?

I'll tell you what I'm going to do.

DIE I just need to die

and forget vancouver,... forget fentanyl,...

I cant take this one more day

I need to take a taxi to Elora and jump into the gorge

WHAT TNHE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?

I hate Ontario and I hate Canada and I hate my family for allowing me to suffer so severly

Fuck you all 

I hate you all

I'm done

I'm dead