All my plans are coming together. I have enough money now once I get paid the first of May. I know where I am going and where I am staying at. I know how to get there. It's all planned. I just need good weather. I don't want to travel in cold weather or snow or rain. I want to wait until the forecast predicts warm, sunny weather where I am going. I have everything planned right down to the ID I need and the ways I can pay (as I don't own a credit card). I have thought of every single detail. So hopefully, by the end of May I will just be a memory,.... Gone,...
Having made the plans and knowing I have enough money now has left me almost,... happy. I feel such relief just to know all this bullshit of poverty and pain and Tonya Halls bullying will soon be gone,... I can't wait to die and be free of it all. I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
There is now a REAL end in sight. And soon,... I will be out of this misery.
I don't want to actually die,... but I can't live in this misery,...
One more month and I will be in heaven
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