I cannot deal with this anymore. My arm feels like the circulation is being cut off. It's completely NUMB with pins and needles. And now it's so bad there is a deep ache I just can't bear.
I am so fucking desperate I want to die. But in my despereation I say I want to die so instead of physical medical help ~ now I'm crazy and losing it.
PAIN DOES THAT TO YOU
You get to a point you can't take one more minute.
I can't wait for Vancouver,... this is UNBEARABLE.
I need to do it today. I just cant stand this damn arm and hand pain. It's like having a tree trunk hanging from your body you can't use.
Why can't anyone fucking HELP ME!
It's too late now. I have to find peace today.
Just too painful
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