Homelessness or suicide?

 To the kind people who have gotten in touch to ask me to reconsider,...

This is not MY choice. When I found myself living in the system and then losing my ODSP,... that was the beginning of the end.

I am not CHOOSING to end my life ~ lets make that crystal clear

I am ending my life because my only income after February is $851.51

NOONE CAN LIVE ON $851.51 a month And everyone reading this knows this. I have been priced right out of living.

I just refuse to be homeless and to not be homeless means to end my life

But if I was given enough to live comfortably or I had a home I could afford? I would not be dying

But lets be clear

My country only believes I am worth $851.51 a month ~ which is not enough to survive ~ so therefore they don't give one shit about me and my situation.

WHY should I be homeless because my government doesn't believe I'm worth surviving? WHY should I suffer?????

I REFUSE to be homeless and the ONLY ALTERNATIVE to being homeless now is DEATH

So please do not think this is MY choice because if I had a doctor and atleast $3000 a month to live I would be content and want to live.

But I have NOTHING

So please don't judge me ending my life - I HAVE NO FUCKING CHOICE.

Unless YOU or someone is going to take me in - for free - then I have no choice but to die ~ I have been thrown away to rot,...

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I do NOT WANT TO DIE - I want a life ~ but my life has been taken away from me and I have been left with 2 choices,....

homelessness or suicide ~ which would you choose?