This day just keeps on getting better and better,... I did a lot of sorting and throwing out of my things. I am selling everything - I want nothing left behind. And hopefully I can make an extra few bucks for it all. Every penny helps. I am already up to $3000,... Sometimes I amaze myself at how well I can save. Even with nothing I can go without and save. Thank goodness I did as now I have the money I need to get there. I could use more,... for the rent,.etc,... but I am not going to worry about that right now. I know it will all eventually fall into place and be fine.
I chatted with Dianne on the phone and she seems just as excited as I do. I feel like a huge cement wall came down for me with this move. I have been so unhappy in this building that it was making me sick. Now that I know I am leaving, I feel as if a ten ton weight has been lifted from my shoulders. And suddenly I can feel again,... I woke up this morning with motivation. And all day I have been making plans. The excitement is starting to build now.
I can't help but feel this is a fresh start for me. I have needed to escape this enviroment for five years now!!! And to be honest, I didn't think it was ever going to happen. But it has,... and it is REAL,... and I am moving to BC.
The weather was so nice I walked downtown to the bank. I am paying for it now but I don't care. I just popped some advil and now I'm quietly watching tv.
I just have to say that I am sooooooo Grateful to Dianne for giving me this opportunity. She literally saved my life,...
For the first time in 8 years ~ I feel FREEDOM!
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