I can't look after myself anymore,.... I can't hold a cup of coffee,... I can't prepare food to cook,... I can't even wash my own hair,...
I need fucking HELP!!!!!!
It's late evening and I tried to sleep but the pain in my hand and arm has gotten so severe I can't. It has become UNBEARABLE. So i got up and tried to get help,...
811 - supposedly our Ontario health line if you don't have a doctor. I have called this before but hung up before the red tape even ended. Tonight I was deterimined to at least talk to someone. But after 8 minutes of red tape I got told it was busy and would be 12 hours.
I give up
I cannot take this pain anymore. My whole arm is pins and needles and now it's got a deep heavy ache as well as uncontrallable itching. NERVE DAMAGE
Honestly, I have never worked so hard as to get help for this arm and hand.
No doctor,.... wlak in does NOTHING,.... ER does nothing,.... so i call 811 - they do NOTHING,....
So what the fuck am I suppose to do?
It is getting worse over time - not better,....
I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE
WHERE CAN I GET SOME FUCKING HELP???????
And after I'm dead and buried you will all ask,.... why did she kill herself????
Becasue I was fucking invisable and suffering
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