FUCK YOU CANADA

 All I need is surgeries to make this unbearable pain go away,... and get the use of my hands and arms back

so why is that so hard?

I go to the walkin - can't give me surgeries as I have no doctor,... (??)still dont understand the logic of this,....

I go the ER - can't give me surgeries as I have no doctor,.... again why????? the or is right there,.... just do it,...

My whole pain - that is so fucking unbearable I am wanting to die - can be taken away in 2 surgeries,....

but without a doctor - no surgeries,... why?????? Becasue there is noone to do the adminastrative duties,....

you know what,... I"LL do the fucking admin work so I can get these damn surgeries,... I used to work in a medical office and I can do exactly the paper work needed,...

I can't believe that I am going to die because of fucking paper work and having no doctor

YOU CANT EXPECT PEOPLE TO LIVE IN ABSOLUTE PAIN AND NOT KILL THEMSELVES with it being just too unbearab le to cope with,...

YOU have the power to get me surgeries but WON'T

so killing myself is the only option

fuck you canada

i die because you had noone to do fucking paperwork so I could have life changing surgeries

I hate canada

I hate having no doctor

And I hate that none fucking cares that I am STILL in great pain and can't handle it

But hey

I'm just a nobody

I cant take it anymore and more to the point I shouldn't have to

They are forcing me to live in Pain so they have no fucking say when I kill myself

I dont have a choice at this point as I just cant take the pain anymore,...

FUCK YOU CANADA