Tuesday, December 9, 2025

Roll on Spring as I can barely wait until then

 Another cold and frosty day. Minus 12*. Another day stuck inside.

Yesterday went downhill fast. I had a hacker in my Disney Plus and other streaming sites. It took hours of phone calls but in the end it got sorted out. I completely cancelled and deleted ALL of them and with the help of their customer service, I re-opened them under a completely different NEW email. All with passwords of just random key strokes. No identifying info in them at all,... just random lettersm numbers. 

I thought it was all good.

However, I went to open my YouTube and found someone has been in there too. I checked the history of videos watched and it was all anime and asian shit. (????) NOTHING I would ever watch. YouTube is directly connected to Google so it looks like it was my Google account that got hacked. I had to call Google. Have you ever tried to find a phone number for Google? There isn't one,....

I had to call the police again.

They agreed I have been hacked. They showed me how to do a deep forensics on how, who and where,.... I had no idea you can check all the log ins that have ever happened. It says what device logged in and when. And this person has been very, very busy. They think he/she was trying to take over my google. Waiting to change the passwords once they got in. Luckily I had just changed it a few days ago. The police showed me how to go in and log everyone out of every session  on every device and THEN change all the passwords. This took me three hours!

But again now I have all new accounts under new emails and new passwords. 

But the best bit,... the police are now keeping an eye on everything. They have set it up so we can see instantly the minute someone logs in that shouldn't have. I now have ALERTS that have been installed by their virus protection. I even bought a second virus protector on top of the one I already have.

Now, they say if anyone gets into any of my sites now,... they have remote access to my laptop somehow and THAT is a very scary thought. We never found out WHO, but we do have their device and location. We are just waiting for them to try and log in again so we can catch them,...

My life is hard already. To have someone single me out to intentionally cause me stress and problems is so low. If I had a life on top of this I could balance it out and say at least I have my family, etc,... but I can't say that. Becasue I have no one. So THIS on top of my miserable life? Has just made me more determined to end it.

I have somehow become someones project. An annonymous person has singled me out and has made it theri mission to upset me. Well to whoever you are??? Go ahead,... I have had enough and I won't be around much longer anyway. BECAUSE of this witch hunt,.... I am not living,... I am hiding from being attacked by an invisable entity.

It's stressful,... it's frustrating,... and I am at my end with it all. I will never understand the need to hurt other people,.... in anonymity. They must feel so big and powerful behind that keyboard. But WHY?

Well, it will all be over soon anyway,.... roll on spring. This is not a life,... this is lingering in emptiness and being targeted while you wait to die. NOT FUN AT ALL and I the only way I know to get ALL of this to stop is to die.

You can't harrass a dead person

I don't know who you are or why you are doing this,... but do you really want a DEATH on your sonscionce??? Because I will be dead by spring and then who will you have to harrass???????

I'm just a recluse nobody wants or likes and on top of that I have to deal with assholes and hackers,... Not COOL! And I have definitely HAD ENOUGH!!!!!

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