December 7th. While the rest of the world is out shopping for Christmas, I am out buying a plot in a cemetery and a headstone to go with it. I haven't celebrated Christmas in a few years now. The cost is ridiculous for one thing, but the main reason is I'm alone. Noone thinks of me on Christmas day (and I am talking about my daughters). So I have found that just pretending Christmas doesn't even exist is the best way to get through this horrible miserable season.
I don't buy gifts (for who?). I don't put up decorations. I couldn't even if I wanted to as I don't have any. And I don't feel like wasting my money on useless decorations when I'll be dead within the year anyway. No point. I am trying not to buy anything I don't 100% NEED as I plan on dying within 6 months. I don't have family to hand it all down to, so it will all just go to charity. I am actually trying to keep everything to a minimal so noone will get "stuck" with dealing with my stuff.
God forbid my family get "STUCK" with me.
The world seems to have got 'stuck' with me my whole life and they didn't want me when I was alive,... so noone is going to want my stuff when I die. Better to just keep things simple. Just necessities.
Headstone should be bought and paid for and installed within the month. The will should be finished by the new year and then,...
I am out of here,....
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