Today has been a sad day. I have changed my mind and I am going to leave my money to my grand-daughter. The more I think about it, the more I realize that she will never know me. But if I leave her as the beneficairy in my will ~ she will be forced to know about me. And with a generous gift like that,... maybe she will feel like I am NOT the monster her mother has made me out to be.
But heres the problem. I know nothing about her. I dont' know her offical name of date of birth. I dont know anything. I tried looking on the internet but aside from feeling like I was some kind of stalker, I had no luck.
I dont' know where my daughter lives. I no longer have her address or phone number. So how do I name my grand daughter in my will? I don't think there is one person in 'her' camp that will even speak to me, let alone help to get the info I need. Maybe her other grandmother? But at this point I dont even have her name either. All of these folks have deleted or defriended me so I have no way of getting the information I need.
How sad that I dont even know the details of my own granddaughters birth,...
This has just left me not only sad ~ but feeling like the biggest monster alive,...
Maybe I CAN'T leave her as the beneficiary in my will,... I don't even know have her offical name,...
What a life I have,... so hated,... so heartbroken,... I can't even know my own grandchilds name or date of birth,..
Just a monster who doesn't deserve I guess,...
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