I will give up food before I give up football

I know I don't normally post about what I bought, but I was more wanting to talk about how much this club gives me. I am watching last weeks game right now as I type this (for the second time). It gives me a passion. It gives me something to do,... something to love,... to get excited about. And excitement is the one thing that I don't have much of right now. So I cling on to my football for dear life. I will give up food before I give up football.

I have not been feeling very Christmasy at all this year,  so I thought maybe treating myself to a few ManU things might just make me look forward to Christmas morning. I still don't have a tree (2 kittens,... need I say more) or decorations, but I can still pretend. Maybe having a few parcels to open will give me a good start to the day I have been dreading. Manchester doesn't play a game on that day (but they do boxing day).

I'm trying to do tiny little things to make my life a bit more bearable. I just can't do "sitting watching tv all day doing nothing",... I've been doing that and it's NOT working for me at all. Infact it's effecting my mental health now as I am starting to feel like the walls are closing in on me. I really do need to find something to keep me distracted from the boredom. And football,... specifically Manchester United,... does this for me. And a lovely cousin sent me an early Christmas gift so I decided to use it to chear myself up for Christmas morning. I'm not a materialistic person about most things,... but when it comes to this team? I want it all,... lol  I have never had the freedom to just go on their store website and get what I actually want. (not need - want). I got a puzzle,... little cup and saucer,...pajamas,... a hoodie,... I don't NEED any of that. But I have to say,... it sure felt nice to get it all the same. I almost feel like I pampered myself.

Now if we can only continue on with our good streak the past few weeks maybe we can climb up from 6th place in the league right now. It's still early ~ we still have time.

And then,.... theres,....

Fifa !!!!!!!!