I am so desperate. I can't take this pain any longer,...

I resorted to making a fool of myself on Facebook by posting how desperate I am and I need help.

NOT ONE PERSON acknowledged that post.

I can just imagine my family reading it. They will be saying "She just wants attention" or something of that nature and that has been the problem all along. Either nobody believes me or nobody cares,... and either way it's not good for me.

But when you can't look after yourself anymore and noone cares,.... it's time to say goodbye,....

fuck you all,...

I asked for help but i was either laughed at or ignored,....

I have never felt more unwanted and unloved and a joke than I do right now,...

I can't go on - it's not even my choice anymore. I literally physically cannot help myself anymore

Tinme to fucking die!!!!!~ and die knowing my family could have cared and even helped but they instead CHOOSE to believe the worst and ignore me.

I fucking die alone knowing noone cared,.....

I hate this fucking world and I can't wait to be dead and buried and then you can all celebrate with a party,...

Jacquie the mentally ill monster is DEAD!!!!!!