I need to get to the bank but,... you know,... the fluffy white stuff again. I rarely seem to be able to get anywhere these days. Living with no car really does make you a recluse. In my life, all the stars have to aligne before I am able to go anywhere. 1) My pain level has to allow me to function,... 2) The weather has to be clear enough so my get walker can get through,... and 3) If a taxi is available,... these 3 things all have to happen or I just can't get out. And it's starting to make my anxiety rise.
My headstone is all ready to get started but I have to give them my down payment cheque. Because it's such a large amount, I have to go into the bank and get a cheque drawn up. I don't even have cheques as I never use them. But big purchases don't just take e-transfer or Visa/Debit. So I have to get out of this apartment and get myself down to the bank somehow. But so far,... I have had no luck getting down there.
The past week we have been hit with a winter chill. Temps going down to minus 25. I am not going out in THAT unless I absolutely have to and this isnt' that pressing. Today the temperature isn't as bad but it's snowing and my pain level is too great to go. Maybe tomorrow,...
Life with no car really is a problem.
This morning I opened my (game) Facebook page and another pop-up. I checked every post and they are all about football. Not me in crisis or in trouble,... just a troll harrassing me. *** sigh *** My heart is just heavy knowing this person is not going to stop. My life is so hard already. WHY does this person need to make it harder??? I called the police to have them check it out and they finally got access to Facebook so we are waiting to hear back from Facebook to see who it is. If I find out it is Tonya I will lose my shit,..... as she knows how hard my life is as she sees it. For her to secretly harrass & stalk me is just low,.... something is fundamentlally wrong with that woman,.... there has to be,... why,... why,... why is she doing this? And me writing about it is only giving her what she wants. ME UPSET. Her getting to see that I am losing my mind. How this can be FUN for someone I don't know but it has severely effected my mental health and I just can't take it anymore.
If we find out it is Tonya still doing all of this,... we will be charging her to full extent of the law. EVERY charge we can,... harrassment,... stalking,... basically with Criminal Code (RSC, 1985,c-C-46, s.264. There are a lot of charges she can get as she not only did it on the internet (cyber bullying) but she sent texts (which I still have from years ago threatening me) and her son too. So I have 5 years of evidence to add on to the cyber bullying charges.
Do you think I want all of this?????? No. I just want it to stop.
Think about it,... I am a 62 yr old woman who lives alone with no family or frineds and I am being harrassed by someone I dont' know who it is,....
It's terrifying.
What if it's not Tonya,... what if it's actually somone dangerous? My life is so hard already,.... I just need this to stop.
Please,.... whoever you are find a descent bone in your body and realize the damage you are doing. I am sick with the stress and fear of not knowing who is doing this.
Just stop. PLEASE
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