I have been suicidal for months,...

I have out and out written I am suicidal and going to kill myself,...

and still,... ***crickets****

I am the most INVISABLE,...unwanted joke in this world,....

Go ahead and just do it today Jacquie,...

If anyone cared,... they would have knocked on your door MONTHS ago,...

But   *** crickets ***

Unwanted,... invisable,.... JOKE

I'm outta here,...

I have finally had enough of this rotting away alone to feel like a 

Mentally Ill Monster,....

I am a joke,...

and I have finally had enough of this world

I can't take one more fucking day of 18 hours of NOTHING

I can't take one more day of feeling INVISABLE,...

I am a useless piece of shit and my time is up

NOONE CAME Jacquie,... what does that tell you?

NOONE fucking cares and noone ever did,...

It's time to just call it a day and end your fucking sad life

NOONE FUCKING CARES,...

so just do it already,...

Just take that scalpel and slit your throat!!!!!!

It's time.

It's finally time,.... becasue I can't take one more fucking day of being aunwanted laughed at loser,...

Take that scalpel and slice your throat and let the blood drain out and you can finally,.... finally have peace,...

DO IT JACQUIE!!!!! 

Just fucking do it!!!