Just to be clear,... here is what is going to happen if I have to go into the hospital.

They throw me in there and remove all my rights for 4 to 6 weeks.

I supposedly 'get better' and they send me back home

Now what? I am still poor living in poverty,... and i am still in unbearable pain,... so,...

HOW HAS THIS HELPED????

It hasn't,.... becasue you can get thrown into hospital 6 times a year but in the end if society doesn't give us enough money to live on then we are still in the same situation we left.

UNABLE TO HAVE A LIFE

So no the hospital is not the answer but it is all that I am ever offered,....

when is society going to STOP BLAMING the poor and helping them,....

I hate this life and I am now determined to die

I will work at nothing to get my hands on fentanyl to end this shit show of a life.

I WILL DIE - becasue I amat the point now where I have nothing left.

I have nothing,....

I just need to die!!!!

So go ahead,... phone the police everyone. 

Thats all anyone knows how to help.

But let me tell you,.... it's barbaric to punish someone by throwin them into a hospital instead of actaully taking care of them with what they really need.

FUCK YOU CANADA - Doug Ford this government that seems to HATE the disabled and the folk who are poor and have nothing. 

I am at tmy end today. I can't take anymore

so call the police

call whoever

do what you need to do but I will be DEAD bymy twins birthday ont he 29th

I hate this life and the people in it 

I tried but I was invisable