Suicide Sunday

Suicide Sunday ~ what if?

What if you could help multiple people with one act? What if we go back to my thoughts on a Suicide Sunday. What if all the people in the world like myself could go to the Suicide store on Sunday and end their suffering?

What if,... you were able to donate all of your organs to those in need? Did you know a human can donate eight organs for transplant? And thats not even including tissue donation as well. Donating organs is something I have always been an advocate for. It can save so many precious lives.

So this is my wish ~ but I know it will never come true,...

I wish that I could have a dignified death. A suicide that is aided by physicians so I wouldn't have to feel any pain. My life just wasn't that good. Aside from my children I really just existed. So why can't I  find peace for myself while giving life to others that DO have a good life? Someone who has loving family and friends,... Someone who has a lifestyle that is comfortable. Why can't I give up my life and give my organs away to the folk in this world who need them? Who deserve them?

Why can't we do this?

There is no life left for me. No future. So why can't I save others instead?

Has this been done anywhere? Have organs ever been donated by people having planned and aided suicides? And if not,....  WHY?

To me my life didn't really mean all that much. Aside from producing four children I really didn't do anything to contribute to this world. I just felt like an invisable walking through the crowds,...  So let me have a planned death in a medical hospital where they can immediately remove my organs and give them to those so deserving. Those who have a great life and want to live to enjoy it. Why can't I save a few souls in my death?

I am going to die regardless within the next while. Living has become unbearable. So why not give ME the gift of giving my organs, so I can FINALLY feel like I have done something good in this society. I will have finally done something of value,.... I then won't have to die in vain.

There is a HUGE need for organs. So why can't I give mine? 

Suicide Sunday ~ organ donation day! Everyone involved gets what they need. So how is that wrong? 

But now,.... many, many lives will be wasted because I am not allowed to end my life and donate my organs.

How would you feel if you were sitting in a hospital somewhere waiting for a heart or lungs or a liver,... and you will die without one. How would you feel if you knew there was a person out there who wanted to end their life and give you your needed organ but the world said no because of??? what? morals? religion? what? maybe it's time to revisit some of these beliefs.

Sometimes suicide is not wrong ~ but humane

And sometimes you just have to do the hard shit to help the ones suffering,...

They say no because they don't want the guilt of allowing it,... They don't want to be the one to do it. They are protecting themselves.

It's time to get over it and realize that not everyone has a good life like yours and sometimes death is a better alternative. And if this is the case,... then who are you to judge whether I can end my life or not? You are nobody to me. I don't care if your the Prime Minister of Canada or the head of the Canadian Medical Association. You are NOT God and therefore, you do not get to tell me that I am being forced to live in poverty and pain for the next 20 years. The only person who can make that decision is ME. 

And if I'm going to do it anyway,... atleast allow me to give back when I do it. For the first fime in my my entire life, I will have done something of worth that I can leave this planet knowing I gave someone life. 

WHY won't the world let me do that?