All I can think about is ways to die,...

Hanging? I have the rope, I just can't find anywhere that would hold me in my apartment,....

Overdose? I can't get my hands on fentanyl,... or anything else lethal

Jumping? Can I die from jumping from my third floor balcony? Pobobly not

Poisoning? What? What can I get my hands on that would work? Bleach,... sounds very painful

The gorge? This one would definitely be fatal so it's still in the running,...

Slice my wrist? Most people don't die,...

Slice my throat? You better hit the corotid artery,....

Suffocating? A bag over my head and duct taped so I can't remove it,....

The only thing I am sure of is that I have to die,...

Now,... thats all I think about,...

What can I do to die??