I dropped out of life and noone even noticed,... so why the fuck am I here? 

NOONE noticed I was gone,... not loved,... not wanted,... not even noticed when I disappear,... so they won't notice when I die,...

I must be some kind of horrible mentally ill monster,... but I still dont' know what i've done,...

but I must be horrible,...

cuz I disappeared and noone even noticed I was gone,...

I wish I had never been born