Why has Canada made it so damn hard for Canadians to survive???

I cannot believe the cost of groceries right now, Infact everything in Canada has gotten so dear I can barely afford anything. So today I sat down and have made some choices to cut my grocery bill. I took a look at all of my main grocery items. What could I save on?,...

One was bread. Not only has bread gotten so expensive, but I don't have a lot of room in my tiny fridge/freezer to freeze much of it. So I bought a bread maker. Now I can make all my bread, dinner rolls and pizza dough. I can't even almost afford take out pizza. Why does a $17.99 pizza advertsided on their webiste cost $40 by the time it's delivered to your door????? I can't afford that! Thats nearly half my gorcery bill! But it is one of my favourite things to eat. I have been surviving on frozen but dont really like it. Now I can make my own fresh pizza. 

I plan on changing everything about my life to spend less. I have been watching Youtube videos on how to 'shrink' your life and make it easier,... smaller,... less,... If I had my wish, I would live in a small tiny house and live practically off-grid. My age and health prevent that complete cut from society but I would like to live the closest to that I could. I have no idea how but I am looking into it. 

I refuse to spend another wasted year in this building. If I can't escape, I will end my life so I NEED AN ESCAPE!

I dream of that tiny house ~ on a plot of land that is MINE! Noone can bully me or evict me ~ it's MINE! A pipedream that will never happen but I will never give up dreaming it until the last breath I take.

I can live on nothing. I have for years. If I can just escape this living arrangement my life could be so much better,...

I go to sleep wishing,.... hoping,... dreaming,....

but I know it will never happen and I will be forced to board that plane to BC ~ and never come back,....

Why has Canada made it so damn hard for Canadians to survive???