Dare I hope?

I just had a long text thread with my cousin Brian in BC. This is the man who rescued me when I found myself homeless. He is the one who drove around Duncan looking for me and then taking me into his home. An RV in a trailer park. I had not seen this man in over 54 years. I met him once while my family was visiting all of the Morgans in 1972 when I was only 9 years old. We were both just small kids. We are now in our golden years,...

I texted him to let him know that I had deactivated all of my social media and that he would have to text or email me now. We got chatting and he really raised my hopes. 

I can move to BC 

He thinks I can buy a trailer for well under $40,000. (He only paid 10 for his) and then it would be about $1100 a month for the pad to place it on in a park. And he could look in the park he is living in right now. We actually chatted for awhile. Learning about all the ins and outs of RV living and the REAL overhead cost of it all. And we both thought that with my settlement money behind me to drain from when I'm short,... I could do this!

RV living is so different but I was willing to do it last year at 'that womans' (whos name I will never say again) in Crofton. So why can't I do it in Duncan with my cousin? At least I know my cousin has my best interest at heart. (You don't go looking for a long lost homeless cousin like he did for me unless you are a good person) I know i can trust him and Sheila.

I just need him really to get set up. I am a very independent person so I won't be bothering him to do this and do that. I have always done everything on my own. He also suggested that i dont even need a car. Duncan is small and a bicycle or ebike would work. Remeber I walked from one end of Duncan to the other while homeless. I know the town inside out and know I can get around. Duncan also has buses and doctors which Fergus doesn't have. 

So I have gone from miserably suicidal to having hope!

I am a tenacious person when i want something. I really hope to do everything I possibly can to try this again,...

Am I brave or stupid????