Is the BC dream really over?

I was happier

 homeless in BC

Than I am having a home in Ontario

I made some decisions today. I think it's clear I don't actually want to die. I just feel forced into it as I am so done with poverty and living in the system. I know that the absolute ONLY way to escape this is to buy property. Not rent,... buy. Renting is far too expensive. I can barely afford my rent now and I am in housing. So I need to buy a piece of land that NOONE can evict me from,... or tell me what to do. It will be MINE. I need a tiny plot with a tiny home on it. I have been researching this for a few years now. And I have found a place in BC that specializes in this. I emailed them to tell them exactly my monthly income as well as the $90,000 for buying the land. I asked them if this is just a pipe dream and I am being delusional? Or if it can be done? 

I am waiting to hear back from them now.

I also put a suggestion in my cousins ear who lives in an RV in an RV develpment. I asked him to think about bringing his RV onto any property that I buy. Not for both of us - just for him. I told him I could never live with someone anymore,... but someone parking on my property to share expenses could be an idea. Anyway again - a pipe dream. But the alternative is Death with MAiDs. So I owe it to myself to at least try. What have i got to lose? Nothing,....

I have seen land for as cheap as $50,000.00 in BC but I have also found that you have to be very careful of by-laws and zoning as a lot of land wont let you put a tiny home on it. (???) So I would definitely need a professional who knows all of these answers. I do not want to go through what I went through last year and get scammed. I need solid - legal - advice.

I know,... I know,.... I'm just desperate and dreaming,...

but what if,.... what if I could actually pull this off?