Fuck you Ontario Housing

There used to be a time, many, many years ago,.... when peoples lives mattered. That is gone,... 

I, desperately, went to housing to ask for a transfer to get away from all of this bullying. I was told NO. The rules state you have to be domestically violated to get a transfer. In other words, they need you to wait until you finally get physically hurt before they will help.

It's just a rule. She saw how desperate I was, but a rule cannot be broken. I wasn't worth the hassle. So now,... I have nothing left to lose. I will be dead and buried this summer so it's not going to care if Ontario Housing is mad I dared to speak up and say "You failed me". I called them and left them a message saying just that this morning. I am expecting an eviction notice any day now for daring to speak up!

S**** ~ You looked me right in the eye. SAW how desperate I was. HEARD I will choose death and STILL said no. FUCK YOU! YOU just signed my death certificate.

Now,... I plan my death. If Vancouver MAiDs fails me too??? Then June 30th I fly to Vancouver and then on to the Island to spend my first vacation in 26 YEARS! I will not give that up. But I will not be using my plane ticket to come home. I will fly from the Island to Vancouver airport and then I get off and walk to the downtown eastside.

My Fahter died here,... My Mother died here,... and I guess I am too,...

One fatal hit of fentanyl and it will all be over.

FUCK YOU Ontario Housing for choosing your rules over a human being.

I am dying because I am invisable and NOT WORTH helping

FUCK YOU Ontario Housing

You could have helped ~ You CHOOSE not to,...

Life is just so cheap and disposable now. Well, you can have your apartment back. And within 2 months I will be gone, buried and forgotten about and some other stranger will be living in my unit.

*** poof **** gone,... and noone fucking cared,...

FUCK YOU Canada,... Ontario,... Ontairo Housing and the whole fucking system that is designed to not allow you to get out!!!!!