You have to die to escape this horrible life

I write on here to vent ~ and that is all. I do  not want people to read it. I used to leave it open but that was a huge mistake. Tonya Halls and Darren Green in this building used it for material to hurt me,... nice. I write a blog about the struggles of my mental illness and they use it against me to hurt me. That right there tells you the type of people i am dealing with. Low life scum bags that would hurt their own mother to get what they want. To use a blog about my mental illness was just low. 

So I had to lock it up. And it has been locked up tight ever since. Yesterday, I must have accidently set it to public. I sometimes do this while I am writing that days post. But I always turn it back to "private only to author" when i am done. I then keep an eye on my stats which should read 0 and then I know it's locked up. I don't know what happened yesterday but it got left open and it stayed open all day and night until i found it this morning. I immediately locked it back up again but the damage has already been done. 170 people opened it up and read it. If they are just random strangers who happened upon it? No big deal,... but I fear it was seen by my enemies here in this building. Tonya Halls and Darren Green.

How could I have been so careless????????

I have no way of knowing who has read it,... so I have to assume they did and know everything now. 

This buillding is the worst place I have ever lived. I wished when I moved in 10 years ago that I had not talked to a soul. Just put my head down - kept myself to  myself - and just reamin under the radar. Infact I was warned by people about Tonya,... but I didn't listen. I gave her the benefit of the doubt. I wish I had known that the folk in here are parasites. It would have saved me alot of heartache and harrassment.

If I were to get transfered (which I'm not as apparently you have to be physically attacked first before they will grant you an emergency transfer) I would never speak to another tenant in that new building. I would put up walls so high they dont' even know my name,....

Sadly, all I have learned living here is that people love to hurt you,...(????) I mean really???? Who makes up fake Facebook profiles just to send nasty huhrtful messages to me to hurt me????? Just lowlife childish scum,.... Tonya Halls. A grown ass woman who behaves like a 12 year old on the playground. A nosy bully. She was definitely the downfall of living here. If she was never here??? I would probobly be ok. But she made it her goal in life to harrass and hurt me and she did. Over and over again until she got me evicted,..... CUNT!!!!!!~

But theres no leaving this building. I am trapped. And the only escape is DEATH/

I resent this country,... this province,... this bulding,.... they haven't helped me!!!! They have harrassed and witch-hunted me until I was suicidal,....

And with no way to escape,.... I have chosen death.

If anyone can help me - please help!!!!! Becasue if no help comes by the time I board that plane to BC, it will be too late,....

I will not be coming back,....

I will be taking an overdose of fentanyl and dying

THATS what you have to do in canada as you wont' get help

You have to die to escape the pain,... the poverty,... the bullying,....

you have to DIE to escape,...

How fucking sad is that?