It just happened - exactly how I predicted it would,....

Arseen was sitting on his walker infront of the mailboxes in our lobby. He sits there to challenge us to have to say 'please move", in which case he then tries "You have plenty of room" and then you know how it goes,... in other words he just instigates and 99.9% of the time - I totally ignore him and just get my mail and leave. But today, after learning about how S***** isnt' going to help me, I don't care anymore. I am in a I dont give a fuck anymore mood, So I did exactly what Arseen wanted and I let him have it. BAD. He actually laughed ~ as he knows he got me. But I dont' care,... I have had enough!!!!!! More than enough!!!! I am mentally breaking down from it and my blood pressure is sky high from the stress. It's been 10 years of his nonsense and I have had enough!

I am done 

I let him have it and we all know what that means? He wins. The one time I lose it and fight back. And I gave him 10 years of built up frustration. I really let him have it!! But, Housing doesn't care about the truth. They just want their paperwork done - correct or not - as long as it's done and dusted and they can say they took care of it. Who cares if it's not the truth.

So I am whole heartedly expecting an eviction notice. I walked right into Arseens trap. 10 years I avoided talking back but today,... I lost it and now I lose.

You can't win once housing doesn't want you here. Once they label you as a problem you will get evicted at some point. No matter the reason,... they will find one. You will be gone. And thats what they are doing to me right now. They have been ever since I came back from BC. I honestly think Brianne got me in here and now that she isn't with the company? They want me gone as they never wanted me back in the first place. They want to remove this mistake.

They didn't evict darren for smoking in his unit every single day for 3 months in a row. Even with me writing him up over 35 to 40 times. I'll bet he got a letter just telling him to stop - which of course he didnt - he still smokes in their all day long with no consequennces. But for this,... what I did today? WILL get me evicted.

Good thing I already have my plans in motion,... by the time they have the legal rights to forceably remove me??? I will be in BC,... ending my life.

All they had to do was hear me and give me a transfer and NONE of this would be happening.

The bullies won and I will be dead 

doesn't seem fair somehow but nothing I can do about it. When people dont like you - you don't stand a chance.