My days are so empty now. There is nothing to do. Nowhere to go. My heart is empty. My life is empty.

tick,... tick,... tick,... tick,... tick,... the hands on the clock move so slowly. Minutes feel like hours,... hours feel like days,... time seems to stand still. Boredom eats away at my brain like an itch. I can't settle. I can't seem to sit still. In between shows on the tv I get up and pace. 

pace,... pace,... pace,...

I have no human contact anymore. My choice. Safer this way. But the lonliness,... the lonliness overwhelms you. My chest hurts,... aches,... 

Every inch of my body wants to lay down and die,...