Today was horrible,... unbearable,... and I can't do this anymore.
So I made some phone calls. I am going to go through MAIDS. I did some digging and apparently you don't need a family doctor to access MAIDS. So I called 811 and left my details with them and now I wait. A registered nurse is going to call me back in the next 24 to 48 hours. I am not taking no for an answer this time. I will let them know if they won't help I already have a call out to MAIDS in Vancouver and I'm now waiting to hear from them too. And between the two provinces./// ONE of them better be able to help me.
Becasue if they dont???? I have definitely had enough and will just do it myself.
I will try the right and legal way,.. but experience has shown me they wont help,... they will have some excuse why I can't go through MAIDS. But I dont care. if they say no,... I have a back up plan.
But I no longer wish to live and now all I do is plan my death
Theres nothing else to do anyway,.... my life is that empty
I hope Ontario will help me,... but experience tells me they dont' give a fuck what happens to me,... so i really dont' give much hope getting any help of any kind here in Ontario,... they have FAILED me.
But one way or another - I will be dead this summer.
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