Fuck you Ontario Canada

 I attempted a last ditch attempt for help. Ontario Housing was in house for us to talk with today. I asked for a transfer - nope. Because it's not an emergency (and apparently being threatened isn't an emergency) so I would have to go on the wait list and wait. And the wait list for housing in Ontario is measured in Years - not months - 10 to 15 years. So i can't even transfer out of this hell-hole. I was told for sure the answer is NO. What else is new?

So I attempted to call 811 once again but lost my cool and ended up yelling "NOONE gives a fuck about me in this province and I'm fucking fed up of it all" So I guess i'm now blacklisted or banned from there. I just get sick of hearing these people tell me what the problem is but noone can actually help me,....

I am an invisable worthless piece of shit in this province

I lay in bed and cried last night as the pain was so bad I couldn't sleep.

I am done.

I called about MAiDs again - but no family doctor??? NO MAiDs,....

I just call over and over again any number I can I see on the internet that might help me get a doctor or health care and now they are just annoyed I keep phoning as they can't help.

But the who the fuck can?????

I cann't live int his pain any longer. I have already lived 5 years longer than I needed to,.... I need to die now. And if this fucking province doesn't give one shit about my healht care???? Then they can't say ONE FUCKING WORD when I commit suicide,....

FUCK YOU ONTARIO CANADA